Salvation A.Red Cross
Thank You
Nightmare
01.12.06 10:57 am
I had the most horrid dream last night.
My left breast had some strange bruising, and I wanted to show someone qualified enough to tell me what it may be. I went around and around trying to get Dr. Yang and Dr. Burke in private. Everyone kept interrupting us, so finally, I reached a room by myself and took a peek.
It was disgusting.
I had moles rupturing over my breast that was falling apart at the muscle. Boils and blisters and blood and ooze. I burst into tears and found P, repeating over and over that "I don't have enough time!"
I woke up, or P woke me up, because of my whimpering - and I cried. I said I had a nightmare, I dreamed my cancer came back. But in my dream it was so much worse. It was real and I woke up thinking I don't want to die.
But, I did realize how strange it was that Grey's Anatomy made it in nightmare. I mean, wow - I knew I liked the show, but not that much. They haven't even had a new episode on in forever.
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